"One night while rooting through the recycling bin for magazines, I found all the confidential Ph.D. applicant files for the biology department at an Ivy League university from the years 1965-1975. Stapled to many of the yellowed documents were photographs of the prospective students. They were treasures! I tore through the folders and rescued every portrait I could find. I had to have them. Only later did I realize I had to publish them." - Jesse Reklaw
post-grad purgatory is in full blossom. that’s why when I stumbled upon ‘Applicant’ at Quimby’s, I had to purchase.
I’m realizing that communication is almost always a miscommunication. As party A, nothing that you try to convey to party B is perceived in the exact same way you intended.
The only narrative you control is your own.
It’s been hard to put my best self out into the world and hear no response/rejection after rejection. but at the end of the day I have to remind myself that I alone control how I view myself. YEAAAAA